Thursday, September 07, 2006

thank you for being part of my wheel of love

i took a chance...put my raw emotions out there, a sort-of secret call for help. i took a spin on my own bloggie wheel of love, and what came back is awe-inspiring. thank you dear friends for holding me up, and each taking a piece of my stress/anxiety/ailment- and making it disappear. i'm still hyper emotional (new territory for me), raw, tired-to-the-bone. but learning how to breathe through it. live through it. not just live like "i have a pulse" live, but to take each bitter moment and live through it until i taste the sweet.

if i had a link or a copy of the alexi murdoch song "breathe"...or the lyrics...i'd post it. i keep hearing this song, and i keep crying. bittersweet tears of loving and longing. i want to play this song on repeat in my brain forever. "keep your head above water, but don't forget to breathe"- i could cry right now writing this.

thank you for all the emails and links and suggestions. each one of you is a purifying smudge (thanks name) stick of love.

6 comments:

*the mama said...

hey pretty lady...miss you. fall kisses.

A

Vanessa/NessieNoodle said...

I breath therefore I glow.

:)

That is my favorite bumper sticker right now....

angela said...

yes, you know the smudge then?

kristen said...

I could use some of that glow in my neck of the woods....please shine down on me.

mint and orange said...

passing along a sweet breath to you, in hopes that you'll have easier days.

JCharlton said...

I'm glad that you ar starting to feel better, I had some of those feelings right about the time you were here in H2O-town and it took some sessions to recover, but I've made it out as well. Know that I'm hear whenever/however you need! Lvoe ya!