i love the weekend.

droolie-moolie in his overalls...must.be.kept.out.of.direct.sunlight

castle castle castle exploring like trolls-

john's the best letterbox-finder...i refuse to tramp through the brush and poison ivy to get them.

pummie's first letterbox!

i'm always snapping pictures without poor johnny knowing...look at the attached earlobes! love them.


so much goodness and lovins to post. first off, today was the best day ever. it was one of those days when everything aligns and john and i are on the same page about the things that we want to fill our day with. it started off with me waking with having an almost full night of sleep...joey's been power sleeping these past couple of days. then i called my dad and dianne and had them over for breakfast...cinnamon buns and fruit salad and coffee. then they whisked off gray, so john and pum and i were left up to our own devices...what to do? letterboxing! let it be known that john and i are complete dorky trolls who find enjoyment in letterboxing. if you haven't done it yet, i seriously suggest you give it a try..it's given our family endless opportunities to explore places very nearby that we would have missed otherwise. lots of forestly mosquitoey goodness out there to explore! so we did this really cool letterbox in a nearby town...explored crystal lake in haverhill. when we finished finding that box, we still wanted more forest, but less mosquito bites, so we trucked back to methuen and explored the old tenney castle ruins, which are actually not ruinous anymore, and quite beautiferous. this, people, is why i love my husband. first, he compliments me on my "peasant skirt" attire, and then totally immerses himself in forestlike activities with me all day long, then treats me to special iced coffee.

yesterday rocked too. we got up ultra early and trekked to todd farm antiques in rowley. i spent $13 dollars and got the best things...some buttons, two old bird identification books and a shell one, too, and an apron- it doesn't take much to make me happy. we met boo and jason and afterwards spent the whole day in the yard pretty much eating our heads off and doing random activities while watching gray run around nekkid. welcome to the family jason! when it got late enough nobody would make me smores (schmores) because i had too many drinkies and the night was officially over.

the day before that we found out that SHANNON IS EXPECTING #4! mind you, peoples, that her oldest just turned three on saturday. yes, you read that right. shannon is a supermom, a superfreak, and i can't think of anyone better to manage and mother a crew of little ones. i have some serious happiness going on in my heart for this mama. she's happy as a clam, and prolific as a damn rabbit.

we spent part of the day at c's third bday party, catching up with nice peeps and watching the little ones run around kicking and throwing balls. john laughs like a big dork when he hears that word "balls", which is highly inappropriate at a child's bday party, but this is yet another reason why i love him.

balls!

hope you all had wonderous funtabulous weekends, filled with bouncy balls (thanks boho for the great ball post, btw!) and goodness.

photobooth friday friday friday!

back reads "8/22/91"

breast buds, spaces between teeth, wearing dad's tank top. sweet sweet innocence.


happy friday and happy weekeend everyone. and just because y'all love the video thing so much, here's just one more:


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"the phone, the phone is ringing...da da da da da!" and gently, carefully sitting on our new chair. notice puppa half naked in the background.

my life

testing this out to see if it works. if it does, this is my life in a nutshell...gibberish, silliness, and nakedness:


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oh the things that i love...oh, happy day!

the best best mail treats for gracie's birthday- THANK YOU AUNTIE EM!! thanks to you, i'll never have to do grace's laundry again! read down for more info on this topic.

spent the day planting the garden and getting dirty. this is a small weird mulchy corner near our deck. i decided it would be a fantastic place to plant some sunflower seeds with the little lady and see what pops up.

gotta love gray...she cried at the greenhouse today until i would agree to let her purchase a flat of yellow marigolds. a girl after my own heart.

here's a peek of the sweater vest for all you curious peeps out there. it's seriously hideous, i know. but it hides the curves and the milk stains, and sometimes you just need a sweater vest to make it all go away. as you can see from the picture, elmo looks pretty horrified at my choices as well.

a peek at some of the birthday kiddie gifts-...mamas, don't tell the wee ones-

my girl and i sported matching (sort of) head scarves and glasses...and i had to wear the good old carrot shirt from ithaca for our gardening activities.

grace was puppa's right hand plantin' girl today, sporting the AMAZING dress that auntie emily sent for her birthday, and only yesterday found on our never-used entrance to our house. silly postwoman! emily, the detail is gorgeous and the fabrics are perfect. my grubbygirl is refusing to remove it, even for sleeping. and she WILL NOT wear pannies with it, either. so that's fun to take her out in public. as usual with your garments, everyone was complementing it up and down today, and i considered taking credit, but of course gave it where it was due. call you and send lovins soon!

gray had some crazy energy today. she was completely insane. i kind of loved it and kind of wanted to kill myself all at the same time.

our day was all about flowers and plants. unfortunately i snapped this pic before i could clean off my lens.

thank you love green dog
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hope these photos brighten your day.

and sending extra lovins and huggins and snuggloos to my hus-b piashirekittycat. please send positive life-changing and amazing energy telepathically his way! :) meow.

thrifting fix...i'm a junkie

old man thrifting photo, originally uploaded by Nina Marie Gilbert.

the other day i was feeling all thrify and needed to get out there and sort through some photos. so i popped by (i make this sound easy with two little ones, but it's really more of a project-) my local favorite thrify spot and sorted through some oldies and goodies with one hand, while i held grace's other hand and tried desperately to prevent her from breaking anything in the store. luckily pumbag was on my back so i didn't have to worry too much about him, except maybe for his new habit of ripping my hair out of my head. so anyway, i stumbled upon his sexy little fella...and had to buy it of course. i love the satisfaction of being able to spend a dollar or two and take a piece of someone home...someone's history that i can imagine. there are many things i love about this photo...first, the tiny little spotties that cover it. how gorgeous...what causes spots like this? and second, his precious little specs. remind me of my husband. and this hair! the part! the sideburns. the sweet sweet jacket and the tie. his little pursed lips. what is he thinking? why did he pose for such a picture? and lastly, i love that it was taken at "ritz portraits" in boston. good local old time lovins. this guy will now stare down at me from my inspiration board, making me wonder and imagine.

in other news, we have some serious long weekend fever around here. can't wait. for more updates and pictures about what we've been up to these past couple of days (nights really)...check out boo's site at http://trollspotting.blogspot.com

love the thumb sucking photos

must craft today and formulate cool gifts before the weekend

and MUST NOT SLEEP WITH JOEY EVERY NIGHT because i'm too tired to put him back in his crib...there is a good chance we both may squish him, and that i may milk myself to death. it's a little like me being able to sleep with my krups coffeemaker. kind of a free-for-all.


stay tuned for s.v. pics, and more!

self portrait tuesday

self portrait tuesday, originally uploaded by Nina Marie Gilbert.

hello. i love sweater vests. yes, i know that they are extremely out-of-fashion, and probably should've never been in style in the first place. i have to be honest. i still own one. and i'm wearing it out of the house today. if you love me, you've already had an intervention about my sweater vest. you've told me not to wear it, and you've probably told me that you would not be seen with me while i'm wearing it. but today none of you are around, and i just found my sweater vest in the back of my closet...and i'm wearing it. to the library. to a storytime. i don't care if the other mamas judge me. i love sweater vests. there's not much i love more than sweater vests...except maybe saying "sweater vests".

stay tuned for more about my doula conference, if i can manage to get my head out of my sweater-vested bum.

lubbs,
n.

missy missy miss miss

i miss doing this all day.

however, i'm having a mind-changing and life-changing experience at my doula doula doula (aka medulla oblongata) conference in beverly. it's the purrrfect thing for a birth junkie like me. bring on the wide-screen views of heads crowning...the rapid breathing...the screams!

my poor little man misses his milk.

the girls photobooth: photobooth friday

the girls photobooth, originally uploaded by Nina Marie Gilbert.

oh, the teenage years! this is from good old hampton beach. the backs read "FUNK", "tracy, me, nicole, and kim," and "did i pick a good one?". not sure why steph is missing....where are you steph? gotta love the braces, the awkwardness, everything. i love how these ladies are still in my life...lovin' aunties.

it seems like i have an endless supply of photobooth pics...i'm going to be sad when my reserves dry up. i guess it's just a good excuse to pay $4 for a strip of more!

off to immerse myself in doula doula doula material...even though it's POURING out again and all the roads i have to take to get where i'm going (beverly) are probably flooded. i'm a little scared about being late or lost. and i'm also working on about 2 hours of sleep (not consecutive hours, mind you-) so my brain's a little mushy. i'll be lucky if i can remember anything i read about, remember what i need to bring, remember to brush my teeth. it's one of those days.

peace out!

a bit of craftiness to avoid the craziness

a little birthday present for gray's friend amanda....she'll be going to her birthday party this weekend. i told you i was into sewing paper.

speaking of paper...the above picture features home-designed stationary that auntie libby and auntie joya made for gray. there are many many reasons why i love this gift...but mostly i love the tag-line that reads "peace, love, togetherness" which is grace's favorite thing to say. which she got from her favorite movie shana banana yoga. evidently auntie jojo once said to grace "peace love hapiness," and grace snappily corrected her "no, peace love TOGETHERNESS". i love the time and thought that went into making this gift for her. props!

here comes the sun, do do do do...

gray's pic of our pile of raingear...i know i'm biased, but seriously, i think this girl has some talent.

our walk yesterday....sun sun shining, bare shoulders, and the little guy in the backpack.

checking out the merrimack river at the bottow of our street. this is usually very far away from the street, and now it's right up next to it. we were very careful not to touch the water, however, due to the sewer main break up (or down?) stream.

secret crafting project peek...i'm really into quilting paper and random ephemera stuffies that i find around-

pum in the pack, taking it all in, and breaking out because of the sun despite his full coverage. he's a sensitive little guy.



oooooh, the sun. how good it is. listening to music, getting the java, burning the incense as usual when i'm in a good mood. gray is out to breakfast (yes, she has a busier social calendar than me) and pum's asleep again, so it's just mama and the computer for a few minutes. getting ready to pump some milk today in hopes that pum will take it. thanks to everyone for the suggestions. HALA, i'm digging the whole smelling the milk under the nose thing. good excuse to leave some soggy nursing pads laying around the house for john. he'll love it.

hope everyone is having some serious sun therapy time. today you'll find us building fairy houses outside the library, stocking up on mama snacks at the grocery store, or squishing our toes in the mud under our tree.

lubbs!

oh, and ps, i just found the urban dictionary online, and i know i'm kinda late jumping on this bandwagon, but i'm pretty sure it might be my new most favoritest thing in the world.

mother's frickin day, a recap

happy frickin' belated mother's day!

me being very fresh and naughty to the camera after realizing i made my mother a whole mother's day meal that she couldn't eat because of a newly developed allergy to corn and potatoes.

me simultaneously cooking lunch (quesadillas) and dinner (lentil soup with f'ing CORN and POTATOES!)

this is how i spent a large portion of my day...floating around in my basement, soaking wet. the umbrella was just for comic effect.

grace eating bread. this girl rarely ever eats, but isn't afraid to get right in there and eat a good portion of a tub of yogurt spread. you really do have to cut her off. she's a big fan of scala bread. so this was a highlight for me...just seeing her eating.

homemade tie-dye and sportin' my water boots.

boo getting freaky with the camera...love the space, and love the fact that he's wearing grace's hat.

me almost knee-deep in my yard.


mother's day made me cry. cry and laugh. it was just one of those days. no hot water (hence no shower) and a series of unfortunate events lead up to me crying, which i rarely ever do. luckily i also started laughing at the same time so it wasn't nearly as dramatic as it sounds. now that my cellar is mostly free from knee-deep water, i can laugh about it. boo took a series of photos of me nursing joey, which i just viewed and laughed at. pretty much sums up my day...nursing and more nursing. which brings me to my next issue of stress...leaving for friday and sat. and sun. for 12 hours stretches of time for my doula certification workshop...and joey can't take a bottle. won't take a bottle. whatever. he will not drink anything (yes, even pumped milk) from a bottle. which makes me stressed for myself, and more importantly, stressed for my husband. does anyone have any advice? the only thing i can think of it to make my husband drive for an hour to the parking lot of the hospital where i'm going so i can nurse pum on my hour lunch break. i feel so bad leaving him. and even though i'm trying to stay happy and excited about this conference (expensive conference), i know i'm going to have a hard time staying focused when 1. my boobs are about to explode, and 2. i know joe's absolutely FREAKING OUT without his milk. this kid's a big fan of his milk, let me tell you. so if anyone has any suggestions for this stressed out mama, they will be well-welcomed.

namaste!

not a good self portrait day

baby in black dress, thrifted photo, originally uploaded by Nina Marie Gilbert.

i haven't had a shower since about saturday. it's not a good self portrait day. but this photo is so haunting and amazing i can help but post it today. i can't wait another minute.

i needed a thrifting fix the other day...grace was with her nana, and it was just me and joey in the backpack. it was an unsuccessful trip except for this photo...i fell in love with it. it makes me wonder about the story behind it...who was this baby? why is it wearing black? etc. etc. etc.

now it hangs on my inspiration board above my computer. i get to stare at this little one when i need a bit of inspiration. look at her hair. her little socked feet. her gorgeous intricate dress. her necklace. wonder about her parents and her story. remember the magic of motherhood, and how we're all somehow connected. how the cycle lives on. we keep going.

and going.

and going.

mother's day photobooth

mother's day photobooth
Originally uploaded by Nina Marie Gilbert.

morning morning monday morning. i'm so emotional today...i should put a self-imposed blogging ban in place. hormones, emotions, cramps, and a cellar full of water. we've never "gotten water" before (boo kept making fun of me for saying this all weekend) but this storm is just too much for our little house. half a foot of water in a couple of hours yesterday. our two kayaks in the basement were floating...floating! so boo and i decided to carpe diem, put on my boots, got an umbrella (thanks dr. j!) and i took a little boat ride. cleaning up my measly four bags on things that got ruined...stuff i was going to donate to the salvation army, and a box of recycling, i thought about the hurricane victims and how hard it must of been for them. it really put it into perspective for me. so even though we have no heat, no hot water, and a basement full of water, i know that there's an end to it and we still have our health and our family and everything else that matters.

yesterday was just one of those days. a comedy of errors. the weekend needs to be longer. my bangs need to be longer.

i do have to give a huge shout out to my boo because he really stepped up yesterday when i was crying and being a hormonal mess and cooked for me, made me pumpkin bread from scratch, swept my floors (this was strange), played with my misbehaving children, and watched project runway season one with me. it was the worst of days, but also the best. and boo got it on video and took about 1,000 pictures. can't wait to see them.

wettywetlubbins,
n.

photobooth friday love

nin and steph photobooth
Originally uploaded by Nina Marie Gilbert.

back of photo reads: "us in wind chamber of hell witnessing satan, 8-12-93". by far one of my most favorite and treasured photobooth pics. i have no idea what we were thinking at the time, but every time i look at this picture, i laugh. now that's some good photobooth lubbins.

TGIF peeps, and happy almost weekend! and to all my mamas out there, and mamas-to-be, happy happy mothers day!

thursday lubbins

more street art (reading: birdman) and kevin's hott shoes


thursday lubbins:

the homemade stationary that jo/lib made for gray, which reads "peace, love, togetherness", her favorite saying from her shana banana yoga video

treating myself to an iced coffee with real cream and real sugar, as opposed to extra milk and freakin' genetically messed up splenda

going shopping for mother's day lubbins at the mall, and actually getting out of the house, even if it meant almost freaking out 100 times, and also having to endure the disney store

real simple family mag

droopy drippy lilacs...also making my bathroom smell so so good, despite the poop shoot riots

chocolate chocolate chocolate

baked chicken parm last night

nursing pads

the new bumper sticker on my car window that reads "plant seeds, sing songs", courtesy of shanshan

it's almost the weekend...mother's day lovins and some serious johnpigs time

xo
n.

know thyself!!!

DSC07637
Originally uploaded by Nina Marie Gilbert.

i'm lovin' this street art that boo and i spotted on our boston walk. i love how messages pop up, force us to listen to what they have to say. how perfect a message...know thyself. thyself. not yourself. thyself.

the poop shoot riots seemed to be quieting with time. it's funny how motherhood-

in the middle of writing the last sentence, i was interrupted by gracie screaming from downstairs..."mami, come wipe my BUM!!!". i flew downstairs only to find poor gracie and a toilet full of crazypoops. so i guess i was wrong. looks like another homebound day for the gilberts.

i think there should be a coffee delivery service for mamas who need a quick fix but can't get out of the house to get it. this could also work for magazines and chocolate.

well, off to wipe more asses! here's hoping all your fannies are sparkly clean.

lubbs,
n.

quick...the kids are asleep!

joya and cj rockin' out at felt this past thursday night...i had to have a couple of drinkies to settle my nerves. i always act all weird when i see joanna perform...nerves, nerves, nerves. and then you throw all the socializing into the mix and i'm a total wreck. i do have to say that it was wonderful to get out of my routine, get into the city. boo and i walked and walked and walked...from cambridge to downtown crossing. it was gorgeous, although we spent the whole time complaining about our torn-up feet. bad shoe choice for both of us. we got to hang without grace interrupting to discuss her beegine or me having to whip my boobies out, which doesn't happen very much. jo rocked the house, and i got hit on by TWO girlies. at least i think they were girls.

sunday was joey's baptism. and while i won't get into our religious beliefs here, i will say that it is something that we do with our family...can't say much more. it was a beautiful ceremony...pum was the best, singing and then sleeping through being drenched on the head with water. he was perfect. we have such a beautiful family and wonderful friends who have helped us on our journey. sunday was a perfect time to reflect on them and the kids and how far we've come. some i'm great-full for that. thank you to everyone who came and who helped out...so much lovins coming your way. and the best part was joya's little prayer for pummy- i would post it now but it's downstairs and my belly isn't feeling good, so i'm going to continue to sit on my fanny and keep writing.

my girl. my beautiful glowing girl is very very sick. explosive, horrible poops since sunday. well, a bit before that, but it's been bad since sunday. she's never really been sick before. never been on meds or anything. she's otherwise happy and playing and normal, except for every four or five minutes when she looks at me with fear in her eyes and says "mami, i have to go poop..." and we fly to the potty and all her insides fall out. poor girl. i'm not used to seeing her sick. not used to her crying in pain because her bum is so raw from wiping. i just keep giving her fluids and hugs and snuggles. right now her and pum and sleeping together in my bed under quilties, hence my posting. there hasn't been much "nina" time around here lately.

pum singing in church. i'm not kidding, he was singing and singing. so beautiful. freakishly good babies make me think i could have more. must.remember.grace.as.a.baby.!

even though the girl was sick, it didn't stop her from digging into her 3rd bday cake, probably infecting everyone else in the process. pum wanted in on the action, too. i love how little gilbert gatherings can turn into 40+ gatherings in the blink of an eye. thank you everyone, again.

and thank you bust magazine for putting out a new issue just when i needed one most.

final thoughts:

baked lays + sweet relish = crazy delicious

friendlies vanilla/chocolate ice cream = giant adult hoodsie cup

john has taken care of me the past two nights by serving me ice cream when i was too tired and/or useless to move. he's also let me rub his feet raw with my sandpaper heels in bed when i needed to snuggle. this is why i love him. he spoons me even when it means physical pain.

reconnecting with an old friend this weekend (jc) = we can not see each other for months, even years, and pick up right where we left off...the best.

grace asked libby officially to be her "auntie libby"- one highlight from the weekend

lots of crafting to be going on here in the coming weeks...lots of gifties to be made for my tiny birthday crew


sending lovins and snuggleoos to my cybersisters-
n.

self portrait tuesday: introduce yourself 2

hello, my name is nina, and i have a serious problem. i have the worst habit of cutting my loved ones out of photos when we're taking them together...as boo would like to say "it's all about you!" this pic was taken last thursday when boo and i walked from cambridge to downtown crossing (boston) to see joya in concert...we wanted a photo of us with the citgo sign in the back. you can sort of make it out, sort of. boo, unfortunately, not so much. me, however...it's all about me.


see more at http://selfportraitchallenge.net/

happy photobooth friday

dad and ting 1988
Originally uploaded by Nina Marie Gilbert.

love this picture...back reads summer 1988

which means i was 10 and tingy was...i don't know, around 4? not quite sure what's going on with his tom sawyer hat. and my bright yellow sweatshirt reads "slave". i don't remember the full story behind the sweatshirt, except that i loved to wear it, it wasn't mine, and it made me feel slightly scandalous. as you can see, i was still sporting the mullet, along with the cool bangs that were oh-so-uncool back then. and of course, the best part of the pic is the pizza...the reason for our family drives to the beach every weekend. oh the pizza. still driving for the pizza.

friday lubbins-
n.

my family is this cute

this photo isn't posed, i swear. my family really is this cute in its natural state. gray's hand on her daddy's sleeping head and all.

i'm just posting real quick because i can't stand the thought of everyone having to look at my crazy close-ups in my last post. currently i'm working through a mini-funk because of the super sunny wonderful weather this morning followed by a confused cloudy and muggy weatherized afternoon, coupled with no-naps all around. i experimented with giving the kids a joint-bath, but realized with a squirmy four month old and a splashy-exuberant-non-napped three year old, this was a horrible idea. i have smelly pits and feel not-so-bangin' right now. i have to get ready for joya's show tonight in boston...try to get myself sexy and feeling young again. i'm only 27 but sometimes i just feel so freakin' matronly and old. hopefully the bangs help.

sending healing healthy thoughts to femiknit. freezer paper projects soon! i'm thinking gnomes and mushrooms and lotus flowers for my kiddies. still haven't bought supplies.

sending good vocal vibes and hottie hairstyles to joya. can't wait to see you rock felt!

sending hugs and thanks to all my cybersisterinspirations...thank you for all my emails and comments. i read them over and over to get through my day. little hits from the cyberlove bong!


muchlubbins,
n.

she bangs/bookshelves assignment cont.

ok...someone needs to TAKE THE SCISSORS AWAY FROM ME!!! i have hair issues. i was having hair issues last night and hair issues this morning- feeling like it was too poofy, too much. so this morning before my shower i took my scissors and...and...and...

shit, i'm not a hair stylist! i should NOT BE USING MY KITCHEN SCISSORS TO CUT CUTE BETTIE PAGE BANGS! what the hell was i thinking? and more importantly, where were all my friends this morning when i desperately needed a hair-tervention? hello?

ok, so now i have weird little uneven bangs. ok. i can deal with that. they're just bangs.

she bangs, she bangs!


moving on to the bookshelves-(these pics didn't come out exactly the way i'd planned...and some are on their side in typical nina-fashion, but you get the point, right?)

self portrait tuesday: introduce yourself

self portrait tuesday: introduce yourself
Originally uploaded by Nina Marie Gilbert.

hello. my name is nina and i'm addicted to taking pictures. everywhere. and if you look closely, one of my dear friends (i won't name who to protect her poor identity) can be seen hovering over a public toilet in the background of this picture. luckily she's also addicted to taking pictures, so she puts up with me and loves me, even when i catch her wiping.

at any given moment in the day, i've got a number of children attached to me. to my breasts, to my neck, on my back. i can usually be found at a park, at my dad's, at the libraries, or in the forest.

my feet are not clean. they are not soft. neither are my hands even though by trade i am a massage therapist. i am a bad massage therapist because even though i finished school last july and i'm certified and ready, i have not gotten a "real" job massaging. mainly because i've got kids attached to me and this doesn't work during the whole interview process, or massaging process.

i love having people over my house. i usually have lots of people in and out throughout the day. this keeps me sane, keeps me alive. johnny works until around 8p every night...so this extended family is how i get through the week. it's also why we have a crazy grocery bill. that and the fact that i can't stop buying snacks.

i'm a procrastinator that's really good at making to-do lists that make me feel bad.

i don't listen to much music.

i don't like to watch movies.

my kids listen to classical music when they sleep, not because i think it makes them smarter, but just because.

i'm obsessed with debriefing. sometimes it feels like gossiping but if you're talking truth, feel free to just call it debriefing.

lubbs,
n.

what our bookshelves tell us: an assignment

kitchen mirror by dad
Originally uploaded by Nina Marie Gilbert.

i've been thinking lately about bookshelves. every night, when i'm trying to sleep, i look at the spines of the books lining my bookshelves, and they help me feel like me, bring me back to myself at the end of a long day. they are part of who i am. even though i may not take them down and read them often, they are there as reminders of where i've been and where i'm going. i have doula books and mama books and my favorite books on the top shelf. i have some random books of john's thrown in the mix, just because he's part of who i am. i have some old journals, the famous college quote book, some yearbooks, past issues of bust magazine. just having them near makes me feel better. i was thinking that it would be cool to post a couple pictures of our bookshelves...an intimate peek of who we all are. i get so much from learning about all my cybersisters and cyberbros- and would love to share my bookshelves with you. will you share with me? post your link or email me, and we can sneek peeks into each other's lives-

i'll be posting mine tomorrow. when will you?

lubbs,
n.