right now johnny and i are sitting here, listening to gansta rap on our computers. we are drinking cup after cup of french press coffee. two kids are at school and lulu is sleeping. we are sitting here on a monday, just being in each other's company, being married! it's weird and cool. john being gone for five months was whacked and hard, but also the ultimate lesson in being completely independent and self-sufficient. and the best part is that now that he's home, everything is a bonus! i can just sit back and appreciate these little moments of normalcy, when i look over and ask him what he wants for dinner, and then when dinner time rolls around we all sit around the table and eat as a family. i am so proud for johnny making the leap, changing our lives, being brave, and thinking big. even though we have the most crazy, unnormal life around, it's the closest thing we've ever come to normal and i love it!
now off to dance to rap songs about dungeon dragons!
xx