Monday, January 16, 2006

peace



still tired. no people, that's not red eyeshadow that i'm sporting. those are my goddess-given capillaries showing through my eyelids! sleep deprivation and sinus issues are catching up with me. lovely johnny took grace out to breakfast this morning so i could cry and try to sleep in peace. and last night i got to go out ALONE for almost five hours. i'm lucky to have some wonderful ladies in my life who take such good care of me. i wish i could've lived more in the moment and thought less about my little ones but i guess that's motherhood for you. the night before i also went out with just joey and had a grand old time listening to my radio in the car, banging, and catching up with friends. looking forward to the week ahead, looking forward to joey's acne clearing me up (it's breaking my heart...along with the cradle cap and the chunks of hair falling out of his head!), and looking forward to feeling at peace.

xo

1 comment:

*the mama said...

it'll come girl...it'll come...take some deep breaths and drink some tea...